eonian
“I wish I could show you,
When you are lonely or in darkness,
The Astonishing Light
Of your own being!”
The stark realization that things are not what they appear to be. I am learning and moving through the same pattern at a faster pace. Five years ago, it took 365 days to see beyond the luscious light spreading through the window. Where I was once dazzled and stopped to warm my face and feet, I now tread softly at the edges where beams brush the shadow.
I eclipsed in a mere 48 hours—two days for something to blossom, breathe and become undone.
I long to be filled by beauty.
I want to be held and touched and tasted.
I want to spread myself like a swan’s wing in the water.
ouvrir le coeur: open your heart. It’s wonderful for the body to witness decomposition. I cannot unsee what has been done. To negate the sensation of finality is a lie. I say I love you. I believe in each word. I would not utter symbols if they were not embodied.
The light moves through, some of it is from you, and some was already inside of me.
I needed you to spark arousal.
sésame ouvre-toi. Photo source.
