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You must leave all of it behind. Sell it, gift it, set it out; take only what you can carry. Be considerate of your step; what you bring will become a burden if you are unconscious of your effect. Travel lightly; you do not need what you think you need. Tap the pinky finger to increase self-knowledge.
What does a heart do with its pain?
I am struggling to digest the world as it is. I cannot be here; I do not want to join. How do I live inside a system I am not interested in preserving? How do I cultivate my basis of order and express faith? It is a trying time; tap-tap-tap the pinky finger. Pretence is the attempt to make what is not true a reality.
Focus on the facts: what is happening right now? Focus on what you feel; let your body lean into the sensation of what is. Absorb it. Assimilate the events. Set your hands on your belly and breathe deeply. It is uncomfortable; I know this. I know.
My back cracks, T8 for the kidneys. I am processing fear—uncertainty of the future: financial stability. I will be cared for by a force much greater than I am!
I will leave with less material goods than I arrived with and open my heart to what is.
I will take the teachings with me: wisdom, patience, passion, purity, truth, generosity, and dedication.
I will respond to the present moment, the naturalness of what occurs.
A promise is only valid if you keep to it. Your discipline and devotion make it a fact.
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